Jie ❤ The Gal , Koey .

yesterday finaly loupor on9

i'm so happy

but is not that happy anyways

loupor ask me chinese new year that day sure wont come bak malaysia ...

than i say ''how u know''

i think see think the wrong meaneng

chinese new year that day me sure will come back for sure

at here i'm not happy at all  ...  and i so lonley at here  ...

beacause no loupor beside me ... cant happy together   cant play together  cant go out together  cant sleep together

and the most importen thing is i cant event saw my loupor  n  i cant hear she's voice  i cant  see she smile 

i reli wan go to die ... 

my life is so emptey

n i dunno what can i do for all

i saw my loupor blog  she say she's not 100% trust me  ...

my heart like    broken or something  i dunno 

feel so sad  ...

n she every day cry n sad  ...  i'm so apologize for she

i did tell her my every thing  ..,  n i lie to she

i hate my self ... 

i reli dunwat to be a human

but i cant...

beacause i promise loupor chinese new year will go back malaysia 

buy chinese cloth

couple thing 

n many 

when i leave her 

i reli sad 

n my sick is been worst then before

damn  ...

my promise is shit

cant even do wat loupor tell

drink more water  ...  eat more vegteble

but i will do my best to make my sick become better..

i miss u so much  n  i love u very much ''loupor''

you are the most impotant person in my life ...

when hand take's up will never let it fall down again

hope u can see wat i write ^ ^


I  Love  U

LeowKohYee